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a place where i rant it all out.
Like its, My tots! .

A lil me.
In time it would be better

I am me.
forever 21.
a mom of 2.
Love ma kids to pieces.
I am one lucky bitch, who have some true friends.
I hate feedofyles.
I hate liars.
i love food.

i have to many
Lovelies in ma Life
I noe i am being
Loved
By aLL of dem

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Its the first day of ramadhan.. and the feelings of being lonely actually sinks in.
I have to face another 30 days of it. and the bang would b the ferst day of Eid.

I was reading back my old posts in ma blog. I knew he was once ma world. But i never realise.. how much all i want was him. All i tink abt was him. All i can gush abt was him. I dint lose him. I lost my world. My everything. He took everything dat i have total belief in. Its sad. I cant deny.
If he is happy with the life he has chosed, lets all be happy for him. I am glad he is. Let me love him the way i should. To have, but not to hold.


There are ppl hu actually tinks that i deserve it. Some said.. they knew its coming. Different ppl have diff tots. and i really dont care if any of u streotyping me.
Its sad enuff to lose the feeling of being loved, and for ppl to tink i mustnt love anyone else, is crappy. Yes, I have 2 kids. I gave birth to em. But i still have feelings. I am not gonna find anotther father. They already have 1. Watever it is he is still their father. And no one can change it.I wanna go on dates. I wanna have that feelings of being loved or at least cared for..I am not gonna abandon my duties as a mom. And i am always very upfront abt me having kids. Kos they are everything to me.I noe there are loads of consequences to watever actions i take. I do weight em before i do anything..

All i wanna say is.. I really dont care what u tink. However, dont stereotype. Rmours are werse than u having a tryst.

More tears. More Drama. Lets go.. cannot Disco.