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a place where i rant it all out.
Like its, My tots! .

A lil me.
In time it would be better

I am me.
forever 21.
a mom of 2.
Love ma kids to pieces.
I am one lucky bitch, who have some true friends.
I hate feedofyles.
I hate liars.
i love food.

i have to many
Lovelies in ma Life
I noe i am being
Loved
By aLL of dem

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I was trying my best to mask my true feelings regarding the events that are happening in my life. It so depressing, yet I have to show everyone.. dat i am ok.
I am strong. Well.. i noe i have to be strong for kids. But its tiring to put a up facade.

But due to this unfortunate event, I actually found out some good stuffs.

1stly, my lil gerl, she is so damm smart. FREAKING smart. Bkoz of her comforting words, that i decided to take the path that i am taking. She may be only 6, but she can make a '21' year old lady think. Ponder over her lil conversation. She gave me strength.

My lil boy, a lil difficult to understand the situation. a lil affected, but he is the reason why i wanna work hard to maintain my sanity.

However.. i am so proud, to say, that i am the luckiest bitch alive. No one can ever get frends like i have. My gfs especially!

Poonat,Horny J.I., Lecak L.S., Emo, Teks, Baby of the group, Amoi,Girl,Bai,along and some others..F*ck u bitches. I love u all to de max. If tattoos were allowed, i would have tattoed each of u bitches name..

We had planned a lil getaway.. to KL. Then when tings happened.. i couldnt afford shit. I had to forgo the trip. They.. paid for me! can u imagine dat?? Poonat said, u being our frend is enuff for us to help u. PLus, i had to b there for them to excercise..! Horny J.I. paid for ma plane, Poonat paid coach, and the rest tokok for the room. Lecak L.S. spend as much time she could ard me.. so i wouldnt feel lonely..

my good frend hu jus got back from Qatar, out of werk.. offered to lend me money fo the trip. He said i nid to get away.. I declined. P.Pa offered to gv me some spending money, i declined too.

Then i took up a 2nd job. Timing was kinda odd. So i wanted to use back the bike i shared with ma old neighbour. we use to b very close. Was toking to him. He was shocked y i am working dbl. He felt bad i tink, dat he also need to use de bike for werk.. he offered to down me a 2nd hand bike. to help me travel ez. I said no.

So.. i lost a man that use to be my world, the love of ma life, the father of ma kids..but
I gain true frends. true love.

Once again people...

from the bottom of ma heart.. i thank you for being part of ma life.

i love each and every one of u.