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a place where i rant it all out.
Like its, My tots! .




i've been married fer more den 4 years.

Had some ups and down.

i am gLad dat i got bugger as ma hubby.

he may not be earning big.

he cant always get me dos expensive brands or bLings.

but he did say..

"i'll try my very best to get wat u want. Even if u wanted de moon."

but he did say sumthing else aftah dat

"But de moon part i cant reach."

wth! he's always fuLL of crap.

stiLL i lurpe u Lah bugger

i am very proud of my 2 kids.

a girl hu is extremely smart and not fergeting stubborn.

a boy hu noes nuthing yet..only tetek. same like de dad.

we've our own place. it may not b big. not b amazing.

but i am still proud of it. we bought it ourselves.

i painted de house and bought de accesories maself.

der wer some gift fr ma parents..ma in laws and even

ma god parents. dey love me very much ya noe.

in short..i am happy with ma Life.

But i aint happy wit maseLf.



i dowan more fr ma family or my surrounding.

if i do get..it is a bonus doh.

i look ard ma surroundings..i c ma frends having their own careers.

and dey r successful in wat dey do.

some r majoring in computers.. artist..cabin crews..

when dey tell me of their experience..

miting up with their cLients..

their stays overseas..

it made me jeLous.

StooPid? maybe ah...

i feeL dat after 25 yrs on earth..

i am wasted. i got nuthing to ma name.

i am werking.. undeniable..

24/7...no cpf..no leave...aLL yr round.

yeah.. as a housewyfe.


Is der sumting rong with wat i feel??

i reaLLy donnoe....