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a place where i rant it all out.
Like its, My tots! .

A lil me.
In time it would be better

I am me.
forever 21.
a mom of 2.
Love ma kids to pieces.
I am one lucky bitch, who have some true friends.
I hate feedofyles.
I hate liars.
i love food.

i have to many
Lovelies in ma Life
I noe i am being
Loved
By aLL of dem

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I went into multiply just now. after so long i dint log in.

I wanted to search for old pics of mine, to c which hairstyle suits me.

den, it hits me. Pictures.

Him. Me. Us.

and i tot i've got over it. Clean.

It seems that i am rong.

I miss my old self. I looked so happy. So youthful. Full of zest.

I dint care abt othersm all I cared, was him and kids. Us.

I dint have to werry abt whether i have enuff to last us till end of the mth.

It seems everything fell into places perfectly.

Now, his pieces are perfectly fitted for his new life.

I am still lost to where i am gng.

But i am glad... I have kids by my side.

It is hard werk. But still i am glad.

Its emo time again.

I dont noe if others face de same probs.

Ma lil gerl isnt as close to the father.. even doh i try to encourage her to be.. sometimes i even force to meet him..

And the father now is giving up hope bkoz of dis..

what other ways can i tackle dis prob?

my son noes lil of wats gng on.. so i have no werries with him.

If any of u guys noes wat to do.. or may hv some advice.. please drop ur 2 cents werth..

ends wit.

for once...

I jus wanna cry it all without feeling guilty.

Without feeling that i am a weakling.

without feeling more pain at the end of it...

jus for once.

Recently, there was a lot of report on tiger's infidelity.

I always believed that its one's own responsibilty to noe where you stand.. when you are married.

but are ppl getting more laxed now? abt u dey wanna be with?

Shoud singapore govt have penalties for dos hu has affairs?

Or maybe dos hu have affairs need to go counselling.. b4 they are 'eligible' to remarry?

marriage is a wonderful union between 2 ppl. there is so much love, that they are willing to take the next step together.

but when this love is being tested by ppl hu are inconsiderate. lust. and sluts..
it may just falter.

Pain that comes with the shame is utterly unberable.

One may lose the partner. Kids may lose the parent.

so please, do think, in the end.. its the kids dat suffer.

Freaking adults (even though u might b that totally stoopid and brainless), please think for them.

DOnt follow ur heart and ur lust.. for moment of folly.. when other have to pay for it.

to fellow souljas out there..

The pain of losing your love one and the shame is un bearable..

But stand tall, for all these will pass.

You can never get over it.

BUt you must go through it.

When all that is done, you can look back

Smile, for this lesson WILL make you a stronger woman.



and i hope.. i will come to the part.. where i can smile again.

got engaged.
Congratulations.

dats a fast move.

only dat..
i m not toking abt me..

Went out yesterday with one of my goodest frend, amoi, and family to botanical garden.

On the way home, we had to pass by Whampoa.

Yupp, my old place. We stop by one of the shops to get an item for the kiddos.

And all i can c, was me and him.. walking down that road.. with kids.

ANd i can still remember vividly the matrimonial home.

Damm i can still remember the smell..

I miss the calmness of my old place. The calmness of maself.

All i could say.. i miss whampoa. Where all the memories lies.

He was a good husband, A good dad.

i had love him with all my heart.

I still do care abt him and respect him.

He did a mistake and i am sure he regretted it.

Lets all be happy for him. and wish him all the best for everything.

Take care awak.. I wish you all the best.

Whatever it is, I will always be there if u need me.

Love - me